Protecting Self

Let me preface by first saying that I am sure you're doing your best, and I am only sharing what I have experienced and what it took me to deal with it. From my own understanding and experiences, it is that your aura or energy-field is unprotected. There are four vibrational sheaths or "bodies" that make up your aura or energy-field: the identity/etheric body, the mental body, the emotional body, and the physical body. As a whole, they are called your four-lower bodies, or soul-vehicle that facilitates your journey here on Earth temporarily.

 Just as we all have these four-lower bodies so does the material universe, that means the Earth itself is also surrounded by these four-lower bodies, in other words, we collectively affect each other emotionally and mentally. Each of the vibrational spectrum are harmoniously inter-connected. Obviously, the highest vibrating body is the identity or etheric, then comes the mental, the emotional, and then the physical. Now, we all have a Higher Self that is vibrating at a much more higher frequency than our four-lower bodies and it is of a higher state of consciousness than anything of this material universe, and thus they reside in the spiritual or ascended realm, where the vibration is very high. There is a part of us within that is directly connected to our Higher Self, that part of you is pure consciousness or awareness and it is an extension of your Higher Self, that pure consciousness is YOU here below on Earth while your Higher Self is another part of you that is above in Heaven or the spiritual realm, together they form the Tai-Chi - As Above, so Below. But that is a topic for another time. ​ 

 Identity Body: This is the highest vibrating body, and it stores the identities that you take on during your many lifetimes on Earth. Your identification with anything, your worldview, and your view about yourself and others. 

 Mental Body: This body contains your thoughts. Simple as that. 

 Emotional Body: Again, this body contains your emotions and feelings. 

 Physical Body: This is obvious, it is your physical body that you have right now in this particular lifetime. ​ 

These four vibrational sheaths is what makes up the material universe as a whole. Beyond the material universe is an even higher vibrational spectrum that many ascended or spiritual beings resides that are of unconditional love, thus it is the spiritual realm or if you'd like to call it Heaven. Nevertheless, all these vibrations are not divided or separated, they are just in a different level of vibration. 

 Now, the reason why you sometimes might feel the emotions or lower vibrations of others, is because you are unprotected, and also it is because you have that same energy vortex within your aura, and that the person is reinforcing that within you, knowingly or unknowingly, consciously or unconsciously. Because when you are unprotected, you will definitely attract the same level of vibration. It's like an in-road for such energies and vibrations to latch onto unless you protect your aura daily, find the cause of that vibrational energy and make an effort to transmute it, to change its frequency. Just as a diver takes precautions against sharks to deep dive underwater, so do we need to protect ourselves as long as we are here on Earth. Imagine your aura shaped ovally, now imagine that within your aura there are certain energy vortexes or "debris" that are of a lower vibration, if you are unprotected then obviously those lower energies will start to magnetize or attract people or certain beings into your life with the same level of vibration. 

 The fact is, Earth is not at its highest potential right now or collectively; at a very high state of consciousness or vibration. There is so much lower vibrations, limiting ideas, and karmic energies in this world that just by meditating and thinking ourselves as "holier-than-thou" is not going to cut it. Spiritual freedom is something that is earned. It just doesn't come by thinking positively all day long - for many of us have so much to heal, be it spiritual or psychological, and it certainly depends on the individual. Not trying to be all doom and gloom, but your spiritual path, my spiritual path, anyone's spiritual path requires diligence and great effort to attain a higher state of consciousness, or to qualify for their ascension. It is about taking full responsibility for our state of consciousness or mind. 

 What I can suggest to you is to start doing more research on how to protect your aura, but also finding ways to recognize the cause as to why you have this lower vibrational energy vortex in the first place. It could be a limiting belief about yourself or others. It could be your own anger from past lives or this one. It could be stored resentment or even trauma from your childhood. 

It could even be a karmic energy. Remember that only 10% of content is in your conscious mind, and 90% of content is in your subconscious mind - what I mean by content is your beliefs, ideas, thoughts, feelings, images, visions, etc. That is why a change in conscious thinking is not enough, you are going to have to work with your subconscious mind. If you desire, you could even visit my website as I do have a practical spiritual technique that I shared. I know it benefited me greatly, beloved. If you so desire and if you feel it is right for you, reach out to me. 

Though our greatest tool is our intuition, and that is one of the best advice I can give you. It is imperative that we develop our intuition so that we can discern the many level of vibrations in order to protect ourselves. We, who are spiritual, are very sensitive, and so we must do our part to protect ourselves.

- Abdul-Aziz Tariq

If you were not jaded already, try this!

Todays manipulated “$cience” studies. $cience whistleblowers and information about secret problems in science:

Scientific American: How Pharma-Funded Research Cherry-Picks Positive Results 

Richard Horton, editor in chief of The Lancet, recently wrote: “Much of the scientific literature, perhaps half, may simply be untrue. Afflicted by studies with small sample sizes, tiny effects, invalid exploratory analyses, and flagrant conflicts of interest, together with an obsession for pursuing fashionable trends of dubious importance, science has taken a turn towards darkness. As one participant put it, “poor methods get results”. 

In 2009, Dr. Marcia Angell of the New England Journal of Medicine wrote: “It is simply no longer possible to believe much of the clinical research that is published, or to rely on the judgment of trusted physicians or authoritative medical guidelines. I take no pleasure in this conclusion, which I reached slowly and reluctantly over my two decades as an editor of The New England Journal of Medicine.” 

"I can't tell you exactly what percentage of the trials are flawed, but I think the problem is far bigger than you imagine, and getting is so easy to manipulate data, conceal it or fabricate it...there is almost a code of silence not to speak about it." -Whistleblower Dr. Peter Wilmshurst 

Silencing the Scientist: Tyrone Hayes on Being Targeted by Herbicide Firm Syngenta Back in the 1960s, a sugar industry executive wrote fat checks to a group of Harvard researchers so that they’d downplay the links between sugar and heart disease in a prominent medical journal—and the researchers did it, according to historical documents reported in the journal JAMA Internal Medicine. One of those Harvard researchers went on to become the head of nutrition at the United States Department of Agriculture, where he set the stage for the federal government’s current dietary guidelines. All in all, the corrupted researchers and skewed scientific literature successfully helped draw attention away from the health risks of sweets and shift the blame solely to fats—for nearly five decades. The low-fat, high-sugar diets that health experts subsequently encouraged are now seen as a main driver of the current obesity epidemic. 

Scientific American: How the FDA and other scientific institutions manipulate the media using "close-hold embargoes" and other shady tactics 

 Pharma farming people for profit: 

 "The pharmaceutical group GlaxoSmithKline has been fined $3 billion after admitting to bribing doctors and encouraging the prescription of unsuitable antidepressants to children." 

"The British former boss of GlaxoSmithKline in China will be deported back to the UK after pleading guilty to bribery-related charges and being handed a three-year suspended prison sentence. Mark Reilly had been barred from leaving China for the past year and accused of overseeing a 'criminal godfather' scheme to bribe doctors with £300m worth of cash and sex to prescribe GSK drugs. 

Amid a targeted lobbying effort, pharmaceutical company lobbyists convinced Congress to weaken the DEA’s ability to go after prescription drug distributors, even as opioid-related deaths continue to rise, a Washington Post and ‘60 Minutes’ investigation finds. 

"The CEO of drug giant Insys Therapeutics bribed doctors to prescribe more opioids to patients who didn’t need them, according to federal authorities who arrested the executive after a raid... John Kapoor, the billionaire founder and CEO, led “a nationwide conspiracy to profit by using bribes and fraud to cause the illegal distribution of a fentanyl spray intended for cancer patients..." 

"In Guilty Plea, OxyContin Maker to Pay $600 Million. The company that makes the narcotic painkiller OxyContin and three current and former executives pleaded guilty in federal court to criminal charges that they misled regulators, doctors and patients about the drug’s risk of addiction and its potential to be abused. Company sales officials were allowed to draw their own fake scientific charts which showed a lower addictive potential, which they then distributed to doctors." "Pharmaceutical giant Aspen plotted to destroy life-saving cancer medicines in order to drive prices up by 4,000%" 

Federal prosecutors have charged a New York doctor with accepting cash bribes and tickets to Justin Bieber and Katy Perry concerts from a New Jersey blood lab. Thirty-eight people have pleaded guilty in connection with the bribery scheme. 

The truth on vaccines: No end to corporate greed. 

Anti-vaxxers tend to be richer, whiter, and more educated. 

Conflict of interest much?  World Health Organization $cientists linked to Swine Flu Vaccine Makers 

Israel has admitted for the first time that it has been giving Ethiopian Jewish immigrants birth-control injections, often without their knowledge or consent. “They [medical staff] told us they are inoculations. We took it every three months. We said we didn’t want to.”

Impurities are being put in vaccines on purpose, if not for independent funding (almost never happens) to test vaccines we would just have to take their word for what is in these vaccines 

 Do vaccinations work or not? Mumps Makes a Comeback, Even Among the Vaccinated 

Vaccines can cause autism. 

A respected pro-vaccine medical expert used by the federal government to debunk the vaccine-autism link, says vaccines can cause autism after all. He claims he told that to government officials long ago, but they kept it secret. 

 The Irrefutable Argument Against Vaccine Safety - with Author Del Bigtree 

So much HYPE in the news right now about bad parents and "Hot Spots." Do you know what the measles mortality rate in the United States was BEFORE the measles vaccine was even introduced? 0.23 per 100,000. Here's the study written by the CDC in 1975 to prove it:  Link

Before and after measles vaccine - pure propaganda 

Robert F. Kennedy Jr Explains How Big Pharma Completely Owns Congress 

Human experimentation and medical malpractice: 


The Ministry of Defence turned large parts of the country into a giant laboratory to conduct a series of secret germ warfare tests on the public. A government report provides for the first time a comprehensive official history of Britain's biological weapons trials between 1940 and 1979 

Over and over again, the military has conducted dangerous biowarfare experiments on Americans 

U.S. secretly tested carcinogen in Western Canada during the Cold War, researcher finds. The Pentagon never told the Canadian government that it would be spraying a chemical on Winnipeg and two Alberta towns. 

Operation LAC (Large Area Coverage) was a U.S. Army Chemical Corps operation which dispersed microscopic zinc cadmium sulfide (ZnCdS) particles over much of the United States. The purpose was to determine the dispersion and geographic range of biological or chemical agents. Principally, the operation involved spraying large areas with zinc cadmium sulfide.[2] The U.S. Air Force loaned the Army a C-119, "Flying Boxcar", and it was used to disperse zinc cadmium sulfide by the ton in the atmosphere over the United States. ( 

From 1955 to 1972, Army doctors gave soldier 'volunteers' synthetic marijuana, LSD and two dozen other psychoactive drugs during experiments aimed at developing chemical weapons that could incapacitate enemy soldiers. 

'Operation Delirium:' Psychochemicals And Cold War - "Throughout the 1950s and '60s, at the now-crumbling Edgewood Arsenal by the Chesapeake Bay in Maryland, military doctors tested the effects of nerve gas, LSD and other drugs on 5,000 U.S. soldiers to gauge the effects on their brain and behavior." ( (documentary: 

From 1963 to 1966, Saul Krugman of New York University promised the parents of mentally disabled children that their children would be enrolled into Willowbrook in exchange for signing a consent form for procedures that he claimed were "vaccinations." In reality, the procedures involved deliberately infecting children with viral hepatitis by feeding them an extract made from the feces of patients infected with the disease 

Immediately after World War II, researchers at Vanderbilt University gave 829 pregnant mothers in Tennessee what they were told were "vitamin drinks" that would improve the health of their babies. The mixtures contained radioactive iron and the researchers were determining how fast the radioisotope crossed into the placenta. At least three children are known to have died from the experiments, from cancers and leukemia 

The Fernald School for the "feeble minded" was part of America's Eugenics movement, and the children there performed most manual labor, including cutting up the brains of mentally disabled people for scientific study. The boys were also given radioactive oatmeal in a study for Quaker Oats. 

The Imperial Japanese Army's notorious medical research team carried out secret human experiments regarded as some of the worst war crimes in history. Its scientists subjected more than 10,000 people per year to grotesque Josef Mengele-style torture in the name of science, including captured Russian soldiers and downed American aircrews. The experiments included hanging people upside down until they choked, burying them alive, injecting air into their veins and placing them in high-pressure chambers. 

Guatemala syphilis experiment: American medical research project that lasted from 1946 to 1948 and is known for its unethical experimentation on vulnerable human populations in Guatemala. The Guatemala experiments remained a largely unknown event in U.S. medical history until the early 2000s. The total study population included more than 5,500 Guatemalan prisoners, sex workers, soldiers, children, and psychiatric patients, about one-quarter of whom were deliberately infected with syphilis, gonorrhea, or chancroid and all of whom were enrolled in the experiments without their consent. Among the most controversial methods used was “normal exposure,” in which sex workers infected with syphilis were used to transmit the disease to unsuspecting prisoners. Approximately 1,308 soldiers, prisoners, sex workers, and psychiatric patients, ranging from age 10 to 72, were intentionally exposed to STDs during the study. Syphilis exposure occurred through inoculation of the cervix in sex workers; through injection or direct sexual contact with infected sex workers in prisoners; and through injection, inoculation (via abrasion) of the penis, cisternal puncture (the insertion of a needle below the occipital bone at the back of the skull to access cerebrospinal fluid), or oral ingestion in psychiatric patients. Exposure to gonorrhea was carried out in sex workers through cervical inoculation and in Guatemalan soldiers through sexual contact with the sex workers and sometimes through urethral inoculation. 

Tuskegee syphilis experiment an infamous clinical study conducted between 1932 and 1972 by the U.S. Public Health Service. The purpose of this study was to observe the natural progression of untreated syphilis in rural African-American men in Alabama under the guise of receiving free health care from the United States government. The Public Health Service started working on this study in 1932 in collaboration with Tuskegee University, a historically black college in Alabama. Investigators enrolled in the study a total of 622 impoverished, African-American sharecroppers from Macon County, Alabama. Of these men, 431 had previously contracted syphilis before the study began, and 169[3] did not have the disease. The men were given free medical care, meals, and free burial insurance for participating in the study. The men were told that the study was only going to last six months, but it actually lasted 40 years.[4] After funding for treatment was lost, the study was continued without informing the men that they would never be treated. None of the men infected were ever told that they had the disease, and none were treated with penicillin even after the antibiotic was proven to successfully treat syphilis. According to the Centers for Disease Control, the men were told that they were being treated for "bad blood", a colloquialism that described various conditions such as syphilis, anemia, and fatigue. "Bad blood"—specifically the collection of illnesses the term included—was a leading cause of death within the southern African-American community.[4] French bread spiked with LSD in CIA experiment. A 50-year mystery over the 'cursed bread' of Pont-Saint-Esprit, which left residents suffering hallucinations, has been solved after a writer discovered the US had spiked the bread with LSD as part of an experiment. 


Operation Snow White was a criminal conspiracy by the Church of Scientology during the 1970s to purge unfavorable records about Scientology and its founder, L. Ron Hubbard. This project included a series of infiltrations into and thefts from 136 government agencies, foreign embassies and consulates, as well as private organizations critical of Scientology, carried out by Church members in more than 30 countries.[1] It was one of the largest infiltrations of the United States government in history,[2] with up to 5,000 covert agents.[3] This operation also exposed the Scientology plot 'Operation Freakout', because Operation Snow White was the case that initiated the U.S. government's investigation of the Church.[3] 

"Between 1969 and 1973, the U.S. dropped half-a-million tons of bombs on Cambodia alone, killing at least 100,000 civilians. Given that Nixon had been elected on a promise to end the war in Vietnam, Kissinger believed that it wasn’t enough to place Menu in the category of 'top secret.' Absolute and total secrecy, especially from Congress, was a necessity. He had no doubt that Congress, crucial to the appropriation of funds needed to conduct specific military missions, would never approve a bombing campaign against a neutral country with which the United States wasn’t at war." ( 

The Bush Administration used a "psychological operation" against the American public called the "Pentagon Military Analyst Program" to secretly spread pro-Government talking points through the media for years. 

The CIA infiltrated the presidential campaign of Barry Goldwater on behalf of President Lyndon Johnson. They obtained copies of speeches and other material from the Goldwater campaign and gave them to President Johnson so he could respond to the points made before he read his speeches. CIA officer E. Howard Hunt was in charge of the spying operation. Hunt later retired from the CIA in 1970 and was hired by the White House in 1972 to lead a unit known as the Plumbers that was dedicated to plugging leaks within the Nixon administration, playing dirty tricks on Nixon’s opponents and obtaining political intelligence. 

"The Enterprise," a massive corporate/government network that conducted illegal international activities similar to the CIA 

(Documentary on this topic) In its determination to secure a nuclear deal with Iran, the Obama administration derailed an ambitious law enforcement campaign targeting drug trafficking by the Iranian-backed terrorist group Hezbollah, even as it was funneling cocaine into the United States, according to a POLITICO investigation. 

The indictment of Paul Manafort, the former Trump campaign chairman, suggested that the president’s top lieutenant for part of last year was a highly paid agent for pro-Russian foreign interests. And the guilty plea extracted from George Papadopoulos, the foreign policy adviser, confirmed the second known attempt by Mr. Trump’s team to tap Moscow for damaging information on Mrs. Clinton, coming months before his son Donald Trump Jr. met with a Russian lawyer for the same purpose. 

Inside Hillary Clinton’s Secret Takeover of the DNC, by Donna Brazile. Per an agreement between the Clinton Campaign and the DNC: In exchange for raising money and investing in the DNC, Hillary would control the party’s finances, strategy, and all the money raised. Her campaign had the right of refusal of who would be the party communications director, and it would make final decisions on all the other staff. The DNC also was required to consult with the campaign about all other staffing, budgeting, data, analytics, and mailings. 

Israeli Operatives Who Aided Harvey Weinstein Collected Information on Former Obama Administration Officials to undermine the Iran Nuclear Deal 

In its self-described "pied piper" strategy, the Clinton campaign proposed intentionally cultivating extreme right-wing presidential candidates, hoping to turn them into the new "mainstream of the Republican Party" in order to try to increase Clinton's chances of winning, telling the press to take Trump, Ben Carson, and Ted Cruz seriously, rather than marginalizing them. 

False Flags Operation Northwoods- A plan to create false flag acts of terrorism against US citizens in order to provoke support for a war against Cuba. (PDF of the actual document: 

The Lavon affair refers to a failed Israeli covert operation, code named Operation Susannah, conducted in Egypt in the Summer of 1954. As part of the false flag operation, a group of Egyptian Jews were recruited by Israeli military intelligence to plant bombs inside Egyptian, American, and British-owned civilian targets, cinemas, libraries and American educational centers. 

On 4 April 1953, the CIA was ordered to undermine the government of Iran over a four-month period, as a precursor to overthrowing Prime Minister Mohammad Mosaddegh. One tactic used to undermine Mosaddegh was to carry out false flag attacks "on mosques and key public figures", to be blamed on Iranian communists loyal to the government. 

In 1985, the French foreign intelligence services infiltrated and sank a Greenpeace ship and blamed it on terrorists. The French government wanted to prevent the ship from interfering with a planned nuclear test. One crew member died. 

The Bay of Pigs Invasion 

Nearly 50 years before the war in Iraq, Britain and America sought a secretive "regime change" in another Arab country they accused of spreading terror and threatening the west's oil supplies, by planning the invasion of Syria and the assassination of leading figures. Newly discovered documents show how in 1957 Harold Macmillan and President Dwight Eisenhower approved a CIA-MI6 plan to stage fake border incidents as an excuse for an invasion by Syria's pro-western neighbours, and then to "eliminate" the most influential triumvirate in Damascus. 

Water quality: 

NYC fudged records to show day care centers’ water was tested for lead, but no tests were performed. DOHMH — the agency that's required to inspect all 11,000 child care centers in New York City annually — had more or less given up on the task. ( 

5,300 U.S. water systems are in violation of lead rules 

US authorities distorting tests to downplay lead content of water ( 

"Records analyzed by The New York Times indicate that the Clean Water Act has been violated more than 506,000 times since 2004, by more than 23,000 companies and other facilities, according to reports submitted by polluters themselves." 

Chicago Tribune: 11,000 Crestwood, Illinois residents were knowingly given tapwater contaminated with cancer-causing chemicals for 40 years. Federal agents raided Crestwood's village hall, their Department of Public Works building, and the police department. , 

The Government's influence in TV shows and movies: Washington DC’s role behind the scenes in Hollywood goes deeper than you think. "On television, we found more than 1,100 titles received Pentagon backing – 900 of them since 2005, from ‘Flight 93’ to ‘Ice Road Truckers’ and ‘Army Wives.' Between 1911 and 2017, more than 800 feature films received support from the US Government’s Department of Defence (DoD), a significantly higher figure than previous estimates indicate. These included blockbuster franchises such as Transformers, Iron Man, and The Terminator. 

"All these people that run studios - they go to Washington, they hang around with senators, they hang around with CIA directors, and everybody's on board." 

Over the decades, the relationship between Hollywood and the military has served the needs of both sides: Filmmakers gain access to equipment, locations, personnel and information that lend their productions authenticity, while the armed forces get some measure of control over how they're depicted. That's important not just for recruiting but also for guiding the behavior of current troops and appealing to the U.S. taxpayers who foot the bills. National CineMedia, which sells ads in movie theaters, paired the Army and 20th Century Fox for a marketing campaign designed to reach potential recruits. The campaign intercut footage from the Fox superhero movie "X-Men: First Class" with images of real soldiers as a voice-over intoned, "Heroes — ordinary people who discover they can do extraordinary things." The spots played in cinemas, and exit polls of 17- to 24-year-olds leaving the movie theater found that those who saw the ad were 25% more likely to say they would consider joining the Army. ( 

How the CIA Helped Make “Zero Dark Thirty” - Behind the scenes, the CIA secretly worked with the filmmakers, and the movie portrayed the agency’s controversial “enhanced interrogation techniques” — widely described as torture — as a key to uncovering information that led to the finding and killing of bin Laden... but the massive Senate torture report released in December 2014 found that the program was brutal, mismanaged and — most importantly — didn’t work. ( 

Banking: Everything Is Rigged: 

The Biggest Price-Fixing Scandal Ever ( 

Libor Scandal: 

Citicorp (C), JPMorgan Chase (JPM), Barclays (BCS) and Royal Bank of Scotland (RBS) agreed to pay more than $5 billion for conspiring to fix the price of U.S. dollars and euros, the Justice Department said Wednesday. 

Wachovia bank paid out a fine less than 2% of the bank's $12.3bn profit for 2009 for laundering money for drug cartels 

HSBC pays out 1.9 Billion dollar fine for laundering money for drug cartels. "Obviously, $1.9 billion is a very large number, but it's very manageable" without affecting HSBC's bottom line, said Ian Gordon, head of bank research for Investec Securities in London. "It's clearly within market expectations." 

The US department of justice said HSBC had moved $881m for two drug cartels in Mexico and Colombia and accepted $15bn in unexplained "bulk cash", across the bank's counters in Mexico, Russia and other countries. In some branches the boxes of cash being deposited were so big the tellers' windows had to be enlarged. ( 


"Four Central Intelligence Agency officers were embedded with the New York Police Department in the decade after Sept. 11, 2001, including one official who helped conduct surveillance operations in the United States, according to a newly disclosed C.I.A. inspector general’s report. That officer believed there were “no limitations” on his activities, the report said, because he was on an unpaid leave of absence, and thus exempt from the prohibition against domestic spying by members of the C.I.A. Another embedded C.I.A. analyst — who was on its payroll — said he was given 'unfiltered' police reports that included information unrelated to foreign intelligence, the C.I.A. report said." ( 

"The C.I.A. monitoring of journalists in 1963, 1971 and 1972, including wiretapping their phones and setting up observation posts across the street from their offices to track their comings and goings and their visitors, was a practice that the White House itself employed during the Nixon administration." 

Operation Chaos, Project Merrimac, and Project Resistance were three related CIA domestic spying programs. The purpose of 'Chaos' was to "amass files on Americans suspected of being domestic dissidents" and look into any foreign influence on leftist movements. Under Merrimac, "CIA agents infiltrated peace groups and black activist groups with the aim of anticipating attacks on the agency itself." The aim of project Resistance was to "compile information on radical groups that might target CIA activities or assets. The program compiled information from around the country, but specifically targeted college campuses in its search for radical elements. The CIA obtained additional information from local police, and campus officials." ( 

CBS 60 Minutes: "The top secret surveillance network is called Eschelon." (13 minutes, reported by CBS prior to 9/11) 

NSA 'offers intelligence to British counterparts to skirt UK law' ( 

NSA shares raw intelligence including Americans' data with Israel ( 

"Britain's GCHQ intelligence agency can spy on anyone but British nationals, the NSA can conduct surveillance on anyone but Americans, and Germany's BND (Bundesnachrichtendienst) foreign intelligence agency can spy on anyone but Germans. That's how a matrix is created of boundless surveillance in which each partner aids in a division of roles. ( 

Inside the secret world of the corporate spies who infiltrate protests 

Wal-Mart hired Lockheed Martin to monitor union organizing among their employees. ( 

"Cops scan social media to help assess your ‘threat rating’"


The 1984 Rajneeshee bioterror attack was the food poisoning of 751 individuals in The Dalles, Oregon, through the deliberate contamination of salad bars at ten local restaurants with Salmonella. A leading group of followers of Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh (later known as Osho) called Rajneeshees had hoped to incapacitate the voting population of the city so that their own candidates would win the 1984 Wasco County elections.[2] The incident was the first and single largest bioterrorist attack in United States history 

Harvey Weinstein’s Army of Spies. The film executive hired private investigators, including ex-Mossad agents, to track actresses and journalists. 

"EPA officials were aware of the severity of danger at Ground Zero in contrast to their public statements at the time." NYC allowed people to return after the collapse of the towers because the mayor's office was under pressure from business owners to open more of the "red zone." 

A suppressed report reveals that some of Britain's most respected industries, including law firms, telecoms giants and insurance companies routinely hire criminals to steal rivals' information. 

Volkswagen systematically cheated on U.S. air pollution tests as part of their "Clean Diesel" Scheme by dynamically modifying car performance with software that turns on full pollution controls only during official testing, a scheme that is set to cost them $18bn 

A government-controlled industry group targeted popular food bloggers, major publications and a celebrity chef as part of its sweeping effort to combat a perceived threat from an egg-replacement startup backed by some of Silicon Valley’s biggest names. 

The forgotten history of how automakers invented the crime of "jaywalking" 

Government and Corporate control of social media, spreading propaganda and advertising disguised as average people. 

In 1992, Dateline N.B.C issued an on-air apology for airing a story that claimed a GM truck burst into flames after a side-impact crash. Investigators found the truck in a junkyard and discovered an incendiary device to cause the flame. The Newsdivision president resigned and 3 producers fired. 

Child abuse documentary Hollywood 'didn't want you to see' goes viral (Here's a documentary) 

Operation Paperclip 

Operation Mockingbird - (Footage of hearings from the 70s [3:12]: 

CIA Files Prove America Helped Saddam as He Gassed Iran 

On the Russian news outlet "RT," any direct criticism or questioning of Prime Minister Vladimir Putin or President Dmitry Medvedev is strictly prohibited. 

Tulsa Race Riot - On May 31 and June 1, 1921, a white mob started the Tulsa race riot, attacking residents and businesses of the African-American community of Greenwood in Tulsa, Oklahoma, in what is considered one of the worst incidents of racial violence in United States history. The attack, carried out on the ground and by air, destroyed more than 35 blocks of the district, at the time the wealthiest black community in the nation. More than 800 people were admitted to hospitals and more than 6,000 black residents were arrested and detained, many for several days. The Oklahoma Bureau of Vital Statistics officially recorded 39 dead, but the American Red Cross estimated 300, a number supported by historians since then. 

Project 112 

A division of the pharmaceutical company Bayer sold millions of dollars of blood-clotting medicine for hemophiliacs -- medicine that carried a high risk of transmitting AIDS -- to Asia and Latin America in the mid-1980's while selling a new, safer product in the West. 

CIA heart attack gun that uses a frozen dart that dissolves in the body. 

The toxin was undetectable in autopsies. "The girl, whose testimony helped build support for the Persian Gulf war, was identified only as "Nayirah," supposedly to protect family members still in Kuwait. Another piece of information was also withheld: that she is not just some Kuwaiti but the daughter of the Kuwaiti Ambassador to the U.S. How did the girl's testimony come about? It was arranged by the big public relations firm of Hill & Knowlton on behalf of a client, the Kuwaiti-sponsored Citizens for a Free Kuwait, which was then pressing Congress for military intervention. Mr. Lantos knew the girl's identity but concealed it from the public and from the other caucus co-chairman, Representative John E. Porter of Illinois." 

The Black Panther Coloring Book 

1985 - Police drop bomb on radicals' home in Philidephia. The fire spread to 50 to 60 other houses in the neighborhood. Steve Harmon, a resident of the area, said: ''Drop a bomb on a residential area? I never in my life heard of that. It's like Vietnam.'' 

Overthrow of the democratically-elected leader of Iran for BP Oil in 1953. 

Overthrow of the democratically-elected leader of Guatemala for the United Fruit company (now Chiquita) in 1954'état Jan. 17, 1893 | 

Hawaiian Monarchy Overthrown by America-Backed Businessmen 

The little-told story of how the U.S. government poisoned alcohol during Prohibition with deadly consequences. 

Widespread illegal adoptions in Ireland: "“This was a crime against these people and their mothers. Mothers who were told that their babies had died." Established cases were registered by St Patrick’s Guild adoption society between 1946 and 1969. The youngest person affected is 49 and the oldest is 72. 

Added in case you wonder who runs everything (corporations) Interpol run by corporations 

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Light VS Light Bringer

If this ride is about a great battle between good and evil then I imagine those in control of the material world have chosen the wrong source of light to follow.

The relationship I have with the universe, the synchronicity that manifests itself in and around me suggests the concept of Luca to be the true representation of light. From the latin word lux, meaning light. The other is Lucifer or "Bringer of light". The word Lucifer is taken from the Latin Vulgate, which translates הֵילֵל as lucifer, meaning "the morning star, the planet Venus", or, as an adjective, "light-bringing". 

 One IS a representation of light and therefore would be a light to all, whereas the other channeled false "light" can be directed and be put to work for personal gain and agenda - with intent alone essentially corrupting source lights true nature into something that is its polar opposite. 

 Therefore it is best to take in this light directly from pure, good source energy into you and from no other "source".  Cut out all middlemen.  This is a relationship between you and it, between you and the universe.  Do not distort it and the universe will further reveal its nature to you.

The light channeled through man with wrong intent has tendencies to distort the energy and that in turn can be used for pure evil, and for personal agenda. The pure good source light itself - from it directly to you for pure good only. 

 I say always choose what you would like to channel, because it becomes a part of you. Each choice does have rewards and each has downsides, one takes more work (accessing good) but exposes a greater, more beautiful reality, the other is accessible but is the lowest rung of power - mainly purely material in nature - the downside of which takes a heavy toll on your peace of mind, your ability to feel true tranquility.

Unfortunately because it is the nature of man to go for the easiest source of power they stop searching where they have become powerful, and what they know works for them.  They settle in their consciousness evolution there.  They fail to see so much more is possible.  So much more great and good power available.  This low rung of power is based on greed and a power of the wrong nature and therefore expresses itself in nature as destruction of world life.  It is because that power lacks, so you can never have enough.  True light fills entirely, and expresses itself in utter peace and fulfillment.  Our ascension in consciousness is at the very beginning stages with so much further to go.


Tips on how to be motivated.

Small bursts of motivation or enthusiasm are not adequate to achieve anything valuable. Below are 10 tips to follow to keep motivated and enthusiastic.

Short spurts of enthusiasm or motivation are not enough to accomplish anything of value. You need to keep your desire and inner flame alive and focused on your goal. So, what can you do about it?

Dedicate 10 minutes daily to read and think of the benefits of what you want to do or achieve.

1) Daily, read about people who succeeded through being determined and persistent.

2) Daily, find a quiet place, and for some minutes envision yourself acting with motivation and enthusiasm. 

3) Every success entails dedication, time, persistence, and determination. This implies that you should not give up quickly. 

4) There is a popular story about a gold prospector, who, after digging to some depth did not discover anything, surrendered, and went away. Then another person came, and after digging just a few inches more, struck gold. You should be patient and persistent, even if you don’t get any progress, because victory could be just a few steps away. 

5) Keep repeating encouraging statements which inspire you and ignite your motivation and enthusiasm. 

6) Never consider what you are doing as labor. With a little pondering and small changes, you can turn it into an enjoyable activity. 

7) Once you choose to do anything, focus on it, even after losing interest and desire. Never give up, even if what you are doing seems to be like a burden and labor.  Never give up, even if you get bored. 

Keep pondering about the value of what you are doing, and envision how it will be like once you have accomplished what you have set out to do.


( ( Redemption ) ) )'(


I have been to Burning Man 11 times and the last 5 times I have set my mind on something I wanted to experience at BM prior to arriving. This year I asked for healing, not of any specific kind, just healing.

One of my greatest pains I have experienced is the loss of a pet, for an animal that I felt responsible for. For some reason I become very sensitive when I look back to the pets I have had and the memory of their loss. One of those painful memories was a losing a little baby blue-bellied lizard that I had made friends with on Stinson Beach. I had sat on a log and saw this 1/2" baby lizard and I put my hand out and thought if it gets onto my hand I will take it home with me. It did come to me and I took it home. I made a nice little home for it in a glass tank and had left food and water for it and put it outside one nice day soon after bringing it home. When I arrived home that night I noticed it was particularly hot and immediately realized it may have been too hot even with the open top on the aquarium I had it in. I get to the tank and my worst thoughts became reality, the poor little creature had been dehydrated due to the heat. I promised myself then that I would never take another animal out of its natural habitat no matter how well intentioned my thoughts were.

Skip a decade or so later to 2016 BM and I was taken by surprise when a friend I was with by our camp told me not to move forward and I saw he was taking a picture of something. A blue-bellied lizard. (pic he took below)

I thought it was odd it was out there but was not sure if it belonged or not so let it be. Later that day I was walking by the same area and thought I saw MOOP on the ground so went to pick it up when I realized it was the same little lizard my friend had photographed. I put my hand out and he got onto it and something very unusual happened, I went from feeling like I was in total flow mode to all of the sudden so grounded I really felt out of place.

I tend to be really carefree but the realization that the very life of that blue-bellied lizard was in my hands, I became so grounded I realized my only meaningful mission was to get this creature to a more lizard friendly environment. I find out later that it had hitched a ride in the neighbors camper so it definitely was far from home and the neighbors were not far from where I ended up taking it to... Tilden Park in Berkeley where I love to connect with nature. When I finally got back home I took the blue-bellied lizard with me to Tilden and let it go.

I call this experience "Redemption" and it was an unbelievably great source of healing for me.

Gravity & You

In my search for ultimate truth, I have found it very useful to break things down to their most basic components. One day, I made an attempt to try and make myself as “in tune” with the universe as possible. I began to question myself as to how that would be possible. I took into consideration that we were energy beings. I thought, “What can I do to make myself more in tune with the environment”. The answer was, be a master of gravity.

 I knew that gravity was a constant force; therefore it is something that we have a deep profound developmental memory of, for all time. Becoming more perceptive towards the effects of gravity would elevate my congruence with all other things. I knew there was also a powerful neurological connection between gravity and the body and mind. I will explain the neurology behind the connection of body mind now and then go one to give you a bit of information into my background and experiences that allowed me to delve into a more refined understanding of the body and mind. We now know that neurogenesis occurs in the dentate gyrus portion of the brain after rigorous aerobic activity. The dentate gyrus receives information from the cortex, basically from the various senses. The more senses that are activated the more the dentate gyrus is stimulated. 

 How to stimulate the cortex… 

 Bombard it with multisensory information. 

 Music, light, and a more refined perception of your position in space and material items around you stimulate your cortex. Doing exercises that deal with equilibrium makes you more agile, graceful, and powerful and they stimulate gamma neurons. Gamma motor neurons are stimulated by effects of gravity on your body. Gamma neurons stimulate a part of your brain called the (RAS) reticular activating system. The reticular activating system, when stimulated, raises your level of cortical alertness, consciousness, focus, motivation, and arousal. As mentioned previously, the dentate gyrus, the area that sees new neural development in the brain more so than other structures is stimulated by the cortex. Full circle. How to achieve this maximally? Unlike all the gurus that tell you meditation is good for you but then do not teach you how to effectively meditate, I will provide a step by step template to help guide you on your journey. 

Energy Instrument

In my search for ultimate truth, I have found it very useful to break things down to their most basic components. That led me to the conclusion that at the very least, we are “energy” beings. Let’s take a look at the various senses, the traditional 5 that Aristotle came up with and an additional known 6 as of today. Rest assured, there are more subtle senses to be discovered and recognized by science in the near future.

The ones we know of now…

Our eyes specialize in picking up light, the color spectrum frequency (photoreception). Our ears receive sound waves from molecular wave vibration frequencies (mechanoreception). Our nose and mouth analyze various chemical interactions which help us smell and taste – (chemoreception). Our senses also analyze various pressure and temperature differences, perception of pain (nociception), balance, joint motion and acceleration (proprioception). All of this information is taken in by the various senses, and is ALL converted into electrical energy. Let me repeat that, all of the senses convert the information received from the environment and internal structures (interoception) into real electrical energy. 

 This information is relayed from one area of the body to another and to the brain via nerves and possibly other medium in an attempt to communicate, adjust, and harmonize with the environment. Of course, we are not limited to those 6 senses; some people have the added specialty of direction - magnetoception. Other senses exist to varying degrees in the animal kingdom such as the sharks’ ability to detect electrical fields (electroception). Bats have echolocation, fish can detect vortices via water pressure, bees direct themselves via polarized light, etc. Note that there are people that are gifted and have a keener version, a more specialized version of the senses mentioned. They can differentiate taste, smell, sound, or any of the other senses to greater, more refined detail than the average person. One should recognize that in existence today, there are people that can perceive more subtle forms of energy that others cannot. It is the natural course of evolution that makes the above statement true, there will always be people that are more advanced in adapting to various forms of energy around us. 

 Just the act of becoming aware of these new abilities will help propel collective evolution at a faster rate. For now just know there is a way to accelerate your own “evolution” and benefit from having keener, more refined senses. Also know, we do not only learn to adapt to our environment by pushing towards a new ability (Darwinism), we are also guided in the direction we need to adapt to. The process is both a push and a pull at the same time. Harmonious adaptation to the environment is the important first step towards self enlightenment and I will show you how to accomplish this. How to become more perceptive and attuned to your environment, as well as to learn how to be guided by it.

3 Doors to Enlightenment

There are 3 doors you have to go through in the right order to super actualize.

Door 1) Physical - takes 2 hours of intense exercise playing with gravity. This is required to maximize the focus and power of your mind to be able to open Door 

2) Mind is primed to be able to focus on an energy field that consists of pure, orderly, energy. Imagining anything that is good is fine (light vs dark, love vs hate, highest energy spectrum vs lowest energy vibration, etc). You use your prime mind to take in this energy through breathing exercises until you replace all of the energy inside of you with this new "quantum" energy that exists throughout the universe. You do this over and over while performing yoga-esque and Qi-gong style movements for an hour or until you access 

Door 3) Aligning your energy with the highest energy spectrum in the universe. Here you can either manifest something you desire (good only - self limiting system) or you ask this powerful source to give or fill you with what it knows you need. This energy is just a higher vibration, it is not higher than you, it can be more a part of you. It is just energy, but the best energy.

The moment you become you.

Here we see a video of the moment the ova is penetrated by the sperm. This "Flash of light" has been recorded during the most impressionable moment of your entire life. The most rapid physiological changes that occur throughout your life is when the egg is penetrated by the sperm, cell division rapidly commences and you get your first impression of the universe itself - so sensitive you can actually sense the position of the planets through their gravitational pull. This flash of light produced by "zinc sparks" could also very well represent the moment your very soul enters the ova.  The brighter the spark, the healthier the baby.

The Senses

In my search for ultimate truth, I have found it very useful to break things down to their most basic components. That led me to the conclusion that at the very least, we are “energy” beings.

Let’s take a look at the various senses, the traditional 5 that Aristotle came up with and an additional known 6 as of today. Rest assured, there are more subtle senses to be discovered and recognized by science in the near future. The ones we know of now… Our eyes specialize in picking up light, the color spectrum frequency (photoreception). Our ears receive sound waves from molecular wave vibration frequencies (mechanoreception). Our nose and mouth analyze various chemical interactions which help us smell and taste – (chemoreception). Our senses also analyze various pressure and temperature differences, perception of pain (nociception), balance, joint motion and acceleration (proprioception). All of this information is taken in by the various senses, and is ALL converted into electrical energy. Let me repeat that, all of the senses convert the information received from the environment and internal structures (interoception) into real electrical energy. 

 This information is relayed from one area of the body to another and to the brain via nerves and possibly other medium in an attempt to communicate, adjust, and harmonize with the environment. Of course, we are not limited to those 11 senses; some people have the added specialty of direction - magnetoception. Other senses exist to varying degrees in the animal kingdom such as the sharks’ ability to detect electrical fields (electroception). Bats have echolocation, fish can detect vortices via water pressure, bees direct themselves via polarized light, etc. 

 Note that there are people that are gifted and have a keener version, a more specialized version of the senses mentioned. They can differentiate taste, smell, sound, or any of the other senses to greater, more refined detail than the average person. One should recognize that in existence today, there are people that can perceive more subtle forms of energy that others cannot. It is the natural course of evolution that makes the above statement true, there will always be people that are more advanced in adapting to various forms of energy around us. 

 Just the act of becoming aware of these new abilities will help propel collective evolution at a faster rate. For now just know there is a way to accelerate your own “evolution” and benefit from having keener, more refined senses. Also know, we do not only learn to adapt to our environment by pushing towards a new ability (Darwinism), we are also guided in the direction we need to adapt to. The process is both a push and a pull at the same time. Harmonious adaptation to the environment is the important first step towards self enlightenment and I will show you how to accomplish this. How to become more perceptive and attuned to your environment, as well as to learn how to be guided by it.

More Torus/Vortex Universal Knowledge

One of my divined gifts is the science finding me soon after coming to a personal universal understanding. The beauty is that the universe reveals itself to me always (eventually) and I understand and create a relationship with it on my own first, in a deep, profound sense. The proof comes in a linear response such as this video I found today and it important for other people like most of yourselves to understand or accept what I say. This video shows me that my own belief / insight, that we have our own torus/vortex system of energy around is a very distinct, real possibility. It is real for me before the science comes out but here it is... now do you know how to actually work with this knowledge? I do because I understand it personally on an infinite level. Listen to me now, believe me later.

Your Unique Frequency

Find and align with your own unique source given frequency. A seriously lesser known effect of exercise is that it centers you... resulting in aligning you to your own frequency.  Start here before aligning with the highest pure source frequency for a greater, more powerful connection.

Torus Fields

Lot's of things in the universe are cyclic and telescopic in nature. Electrons that spin in atoms, planets that spin around the sun, solar systems that spin around galaxies, etc. If the universe in fact flows like a torus (I believe there are at least 2 of these torus systems as a result of a big bang) - Keeping to cyclic nature I believe Earth also has a torus system and we also have this system of flow that surrounds us.... our being. The trick is knowing how to connect to your own frequency first as we are all unique and then after aligning to self at the same time to align to the highest universal pure source frequency, then empower it and ramp it up, then expand it to include all. Create a relationship with pure source energy. It takes a lot of physical, mental, and spiritual work but you have immediate connection response.

Was I the only one?

If i ever had a claim to fame it would be that I truly believe I was the "most" connected being at around the age 21-23 (don't recall exactly - someday I will have to look it up). At the time I was diligently working solely on becoming more pure and connected with the source itself through physical, mental, and spiritual exercises that I know now I was divined. I did this 3 hours a day for about 7 months... and able to do the impossible that was always witnessed, since then many times over.

I know I was the most ascended because one day during my meditation I did a "scan" for other like persons and where I had a vision or I astral traveled higher and higher into the atmosphere and above to seek any other like minded individuals were there (where I think universal intelligence or information can be accessed and shared) at the time. I sensed no one else at that level. I felt alone in that space.

Many years later I am comfortable in saying this. The universe and I still have a most magical connection. I just don't come out to play with it as often - but I still love it and it still plays with me in the most beautiful synchronous ways when I seek it. I am also witness to a society where more and more people are starting to understand these esoteric possibilities. I just know anyone can access that level. Anyone.

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Empyrean Mind

This is not a religion, although there are some spiritual experiences that can be associated with the practice. It is in no way a cult of any kind, although there can be followers and devotees of the practice. It is not a hard science, even though our collective intellectual knowledge keeps on shedding light into the reasons behind the techniques. This is not a practice set in stone, although I will put forth templates that can help one exercise the steps towards enlightenment that are more beneficial and effective than existing practiced systems of self betterment.

 It is for the betterment of humankind in mind, body, and spirit. To be first practiced and achieved through strength and will of self naturally, with no external enhancements, so as to have life long benefits and a shift to true higher consciousness. It is a love for the movement of life, the spiritual thirst for the search of universal truths quenched through light(chi work), it is a gift from the source itself to you. The fulfillment of use of the full capacity of the mind, body, spirit, soul, and destiny realized.

Prayer works...

Prayer works. If you look at almost every religion out there you will see that they all utilize prayer to communicate some desire to a higher power. If you look at it on a purely basic level, they are focusing on something in their mind that they desire. What is interesting is that they visualize tapping into a power greater than themselves.

 Fundamentally speaking, those are the basis for accomplishing any goals you might have, either focusing on what you want or asking for self betterment. When setting goals you are envisioning a greater self than what you are now. What is great is you don't have to be religious to do it and it is not proprietary to any one religion anyway.

"Soul mate"

"Soul mate"

 I think I was fortunate to have found mine, but it was at a cost. 

 I fell in love with her voice first. Most times you hear it is love at first sight but for me it was her voice that made me feel something incredibly beyond anything I ever imagined. It was like a full on adrenaline rush. I was on my way downstairs at home when I heard her voice. I was with my girlfriend at the time, which was quite beautiful in many ways herself, so I just introduced myself once I went downstairs and left home with my girlfriend. 

 I sensed her and was moved yet another time without seeing her, and was overwhelmed again. 

 I was on my way to Stinson Beach and coming up to the San Rafael Bridge toll booth when a SUV with illegally tinted windows rolled up beside me and it was an acquaintance of my brothers named Mark. I guess Mark saw the surf board I had on the roof of my '58 Volkswagen bug, so he knew I was headed to Stinson, where he was going as well. The whole time I was talking to him I felt something "pulling" my heart, making me look towards the back passenger window of the SUV. I could not see anything the windows were that dark, not even an outline. I wrote it off thinking it was my imagination so chatted a bit, and again, I found myself drawn to the back of the SUV and I thought, "What powerful entity is back there that is making me so drawn to it and feeling this way." So I get to Stinson Beach and begin to look for my brother which had my wetsuit (ocean=cold), I was going north and could not find him. I run across my brothers friend Mark again, he was going in the opposite direction with his girlfriend and another girl (the one) and asks me if I knew where my brother was. I told him I was looking for him too and had not seen him. We end up putting our towels down right there and wait it out. At this point I had already noticed her. She was sooooo freaking hot that I literally could not look at her. It was overwhelming. Being a conscientious, righteous, dude I put my towel down a bit away from them to give them a bit of space. I thought this girl, Heather, would be on the other side. Instead Heather put her towel down next to me and for the next few hours, I just spent the time talking to her without looking at her for fear I would pop one right there lol. Anyway. Communication was great, I was in love, so was she, she even got me to consider for the first, and last time, the concept of marriage without ever talking about it. This concept was totally foreign and new to me but felt right. 

 Fast forward a few years and due to circumstances beyond our control at the time, she had to move away to the mid west. I was faithful for a year, was not hard, but the distance took its toll. 

 I had made myself a promise, that if I ever were to do more harm to her well being than good, I would end the relationship even if I were "fine" with the relationship. I felt so much pain from being separate, and it was painful to hear her cry and not being able to do anything about being apart. I decided I had become more a source of pain than joy to her and after a while thought it be best if I just let her go and end the suffering. I knew however there was no way we would ever separate. It was really a perfect relationship. Sure we had spats, but rarely and always worked things out making the relationship more intense, bigger, and better. So, knowing I could not find a good reason to make it easier on her to let go of me, I realized I had to lie in order for it to end. I tried to think of something I had done wrong but there was nothing at all I could drawn upon, I actually tripped and realized yet again she was "the one" because of this. Regardless of the fact I wanted her more then anything, I thought it was not healthy for her. So I decide to lie and make something up. I decided to lie and tell her I had been cheating on her the whole time. I knew she would not believe me and thought it out before calling her. I foresaw that once I told her the lie I knew she would not believe me so I would just have to say it again and in an angry tone. When it came to it it happened just like I thought. I told her I had been cheating on her and she responded (totally not going for what I was saying", "no you haven't. I told her again angrily that I was and that I wanted to break up. I was not prepared for what happened next. She let out a cry that caused me to feel something that was totally unexpected. The only way I could describe it is to say that it felt the universe tear. Something was destroyed and it was strong. I realized I destroyed all the beauty I was lucky enough to have experienced in the first place. It was a horrible, unexplainable experience. 

 A few years later I felt drawn to call her, so I did. 

 Heather told me she was going to get married, which was my own dream. At that point I had no right to say anything either way so just wished her the best. She told me then that she had always dreamt that I would come back for her and take her away. That made me think inside that that is something I would have wanted more than anything, but never said that to her. Years later I felt her again, and out of the blue I call her old friend that lived in the bay area. As it turns out she had recently moved back to the bay area and was staying with her. Heather was kind of amazed and wondered how I knew she was back. I just felt drawn once again to her. I saw her once more after we talked, we went out to dance in SF and things did not feel quite right. We decided to head back and I was taking her home. I wanted to hold her hand and she obliged. After a short time I felt a ring, and my hand kind of jumped. She realized what I had felt and withdrew her hand. At that point it became too real for me and she saw how much it hurt me. I have loved many women, in many different ways. I never loved like that again however. 

 Whenever I hear "It is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all", I think to myself, does the amount of hurt really over the years really outweigh the love? Sometimes I wonder. Since then I have told her a few times that I had lied but she never quite believed me. Years later, I hope someday she realizes that I did in fact lie to break up and release her from the pain. Until then, I am not, and have not been free. She still never heard me tell her that I fell in love with her voice first, and that I sensed her before I saw her on the way to the beach. 

 If I would give any advice to anyone that has ever found their soul mate, it is that you should do anything (healthy) to not give it up. Nothing in life is worth pursuing more when it is right. 

My personal experience with chakras.

So one day during meditation I decided to work on my own concept of what chakras are. All I thought I knew at that time is that they represented various energy states with which to view the world with. I also knew they were associated with various parts of the body.

 My experience was quite interesting, and by the end of this experience, I was feeling super "high" naturally. I started with what I thought would be the concept of a chakra by envisioning as if my "eyes" with which I would view all of creation to be located at my pelvis initially. I felt a sort of a low level vibration of existence or view, very basic. I worked my way up my body, stopping at my stomach, solar plexus and heart levels. It is worth noting that I was able to concentrate and really put myself in that state of consciousness because I had already done at least one hours worth of physical exercises, visualization techniques and a sort of cleansing prior to this particular exercise. I felt like I was really "there" at each level. 

 Something to note as well, that while now i know the practice of clearing out chakras have light associated with them, like various colors represent various chakras and states of being, I myself only worked with white light. My reasoning later when I found out about color associations and various chakras and states of consciousness, was centered on physics. I always had the insight somehow to draw science into practices that border the mystical and spiritual. So why white light? Well white light has all of the colors in it. I figured instead of playing doctor with myself trying to guess and intuit what chakra(s) I needed to work on, I took in all colors, in balance and replenished that way via white light. Now... you may ask how I knew I was actually doing something like that, for now let it just be said, I knew via positive reinforcement in the sense that physiological sensations were expressed in very powerful ways. 

 So, back to my first session. I kept on working my way up my body and got to my "third eye" and I could really see how one could see the world purely on a different level. I went higher, until I reached the "top" of my head, at which point I felt an incredible rush run through me to the point that the hairs on my neck literally stood up and I could feel intense energy running through my skin on my arms, all over really. 

 For some reason I decided to try above my head. I was astonished to find that I could percieve the universe from that viewpoint and it was a godlike experience. I felt a powerful awesome force that was greater, like as if I had gods eyes is the best I could explain it succinctly. 

 Immediately I discounted the whole experience and felt I had been deluding myself becuase of the fact that I was able to perceive the universe from a viewpoint outside of my own body, I mean how would that be possible. 

 Fortunately I have always had the gift of receiving the answer in a few different forms. One, the experience itself which I am comfortable enough in knowing is correct. Second, I receive the answer and insight in the form of a scientific explanation when I have a doubt or question of the universe. Thirdly, luckily many times I have had witnesses which would "see" what I was doing, they were super sensitive people and special in their own sense to be able to do that. In this case with the chakra focus session, I only had the first 2 and this is how I knew it was possible. 

 One day in chiropractic school, I believe it was physiology lab, we were covering EEG's and how they work. I was handed a sheet of paper that had a diagram of a head and lines and waves drawn on this outline of a head. 

 The lines and curves represented electrical frequencies, ones that actually existed OUTSIDE of your physical head. In other words it showed how when we activate the neurons in our brain, that very electircal activity causes other electrical and magnetic activity as well, where waves and electrical arcs actually come outside of the head and come back in at a different location. 

 First thought I had was "Wow, again I am still getting the information I need to explain the only doubt I had in my own mind to my personal experience that day." The universe is good to me like that and I thank it. 

 Since then I have had friends tell me there are even higher levels outside of the body that can be tapped into, at which I thought, wow, and I thought I had reached the top. I have also had more experienced people in this topic tell me that it takes months, sometimes years (if ever) to reach those refined levels and states of consciousness. More recently I had someone totally shut off their mind when I mentioned that levels above the third eye were possible. 

 So that is my experience with chakras during my personal meditation practice.

How to be to be # 1. Maximal actualization.

nowing the basic fundamentals of weightlifting, I took what I knew and I learned how to push myself physically & mentally beyond any mental or pain barriers into a space that was pure masochistic transcendent bliss. I have the gift of envisioning myself being capable of doing things that others think is not possible. Eventually, through years of hard work, I became the strongest person in my high school... the same year the football team won their division championships for all of Northern California (there were some strong people to compete with.) All natural, all me.

 Knowing the basic fundamentals of martial arts, I taught myself the art of physical prowess to the point that I could beat anyone, any style of martial arts, or street fighting for that matter. Of course I was not always that good, and I got my ass handed to me a few times, but when I learned how to fight, it was good game. Many of my friends when I was growing up were black belts, some had 3 black belts in different styles and I trained with some. I lost 1 time out of all the many black belts I was introduced to over many years, that includes teachers/sifus, and I beat the guy the second time around. I am waiting until the UFC allows me to fight 2-3 people at once, it would not be fair otherwise (that last part is a joke, the rest is true). If you are lucky, now you can catch my super tight moves... on the dance floor. 

 Knowing the fundamentals of neurology and having a concept of what spiritual connection is, I learned how to self actualize to the point that I did things that were not believable. I figured out a way to "hack", or manipulate your body to fully potentialize your physical, mental, and even spiritual capabilities. This goes beyond what limitiations you may have placed on yourself. I HAVE found the key to ultimate self actualization and how to connect to the most powerful spectrum of energy in the universe. I don't care what you call that force, it exists. 

 While I have had witnesses and friends (some are here on FB :) that can verify all 3 of the stated assertations, the third is the one which I care to share with the world. I have been hurting for about 20 years because the power to create is so great, for good only, that what I have done IS NOT BELIEVABLE. So I have not shared it. But there were people that witnessed those things just the same. I need to share this but there is something holding me back and it has been destroying me physically, mentally, and spiritually for 2 decades. Maybe it is the fact that I am not sharing and it is what this world needs the most. The path to ultimate enlightenment. 

 This is it... 

 1) Knowing how to use the body to focus the mind, (specifically special ant-gravity exercises to bombard the brain with stimuli from your environment. SUPER focused mind leads to...) 

2) Knowing how to use the mind to cleanse the spirit, (the capability to visualize esoteric concepts such as tapping into an energy spectrum consisting of pure white light and taking it in while inhaling and exhaling any other energy. This step also requires faith until 2-3 days into it when you don't need faith, you just feel the massive power running through you) 

3) Using the spirit to touch your very soul, (the key to youth, open the heart again, it closes as you age as a protective mechanism. Become a magnet of positive attraction) 

4) Using your soul to connect with the source. (while each step is very difficult and trying on it's own, this one is the most illusive of them all, have to be very connected with self to know if prepared to take on mysteries of the universe or ask for what you desire. No limits here) 

 I will still not share the impossible things that I did that others saw me do, but there is the key. Those are the steps, take it or leave it. This is the most powerful method to self actualization. The science is out now for the first step, it is called neurogenesis. I practiced this before we had the science, I don't have time to wait for science to prove my methods, they work. 

 (older) I do not practice weight lifting, martial arts, or super fly TNT meditation anymore but I would be willing to share my insights and I hope someday I go back to being true to myself and actually doing those things, and doing what I know is possible. 

 Apathy has consumed me because I have wondered if the world was a place worth saving and if people really deserved to know what I know. It is a shame because this world needs it more than anything and I can not get myself to devote myself to only that. 

 Those closest to me know I am capable of anything I put my mind to. I am happy where I am at now, well, that may be changing lol. Maybe someday I will share everything I know. Having a logical mind tells me that no one will ever accept my life experience when it comes to the third feat of inner strength, and that is why I continue to hide and touch on the subject rarely. 

 If you want to know a bit more of the science aspect, check out

 If I ever decide to share more, it will be there first ;) Now back to your regularly scheduled program.